here comes reality..

So if you're one of those people who hates public displays of affection and can't stand close relationships to the point of two people needing each other to feel at home.. you should not read on. Because yesterday I kissed Rob goodbye, a goodbye which we could say is more a 'see-you-later', however 'later' seems so far away that 'goodbye' seems to better express the experience. It was hard, and it's still hard to procrastinate considering how long three months feels, especially without him by my side. Thank God I was brought out that night by Ian, Carolyin and the girls, because had I not been out socialising and dancing with my boss [... that does sound a little strange.. but really there was no one else on the 'dancefloor' and we had lots of fun! ...] I could see myself miserable at home. The night of the 18th I had a really nice get-together over dinner with a group of friends, and we made use of the cheap cocktails during happy hour. So, anyhow, I'm going to use my free time to pack I guess, something I don't really enjoy doing. How am I supposed to not bring my whole wardrobe with me to Europe??
Hmmmm.. I shall see what I can do, until next time :)